I’ve struggled with this so much ever since I got chronically ill. I had to go through years of everything from radiotherapy to surgery to autoimmune bullshit that has a good chance of killing me in the next 10-20 years, and it’s left me feeling like a lazy fucking blob. I used to be very physically active etc etc whereas now I barely have the energy to leave my apartment, and I still have to fight the thought that I’m just being lazy. Instead of, you know, actually sick and missing an internal organ