So I got into organic farming. I bought an expensive earth cutter and actually got to rent a farming plot - about 100 m2. All that was last year. I still have that farming plot but to keep it, I have to keep paying for it as well as actually be there and care for crops. I still want to do it but I just can’t bring myself to do it? And WTF do I do with the earth cutter? I live in a flat in the city ROFL

I also recently got into game development. I actually dove right into the basics and actually began writing code and functions that work for game prototypes. As in not only did I first follow tutorials, but I made my own shit by just looking up documentation. I still want to do it, but… IDK, I just need a hook to go back but I just won’t? And it saddens me, I really want to continue on some ideas I have but its too much.

GAAAH.

And I have a carpenter’s work bench coming soon and all these projects I want to do. But WTF will I do.