I always forget about my naval. When I was younger I would never wash behind my ears.

  • @targetx@programming.dev
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    18 months ago

    Having been there; see if you can get a diagnosis. The medication is way cheaper and allowed me to stop self medicating completely, which has all sorts of other benefits.

    • @0x4E4F@infosec.pub
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      48 months ago

      No one diagnoses that here, I live in a fucked up country. Have to go abroad for that, but currently, no money for that, have a small kid 🤷.

      • You might be able to find something tele-medicine related. I’m bout familiar with your specifics, but thought I’d mention it.

        Good luck friend. The struggle is real.

        • @0x4E4F@infosec.pub
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          18 months ago

          Hm… is that thing expensive on black market? Cuz I can’t spend too much currently 😔.

          I take Escetalopramme currently, 20mg, that’s for my depression and bursts of rage… I didn’t used to have a short fuse, but raising a kid, especially a stubborn one, is not easy, so I started having them when he didn’t listen. Things are good now, haven’t had them in a while and I feel much better, more relaxed and just have more nerves for stupid things that surround me every day… I don’t take them as seriously, just go “meeeh, whatever”. So it’s not bad, but focus is a problem sometimes. Though I do have better focus now, my guess is, thanks to the drug, I would like to improve on that.

            • @0x4E4F@infosec.pub
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              38 months ago

              Yeah, that is true…

              I’ll see if I can do it online somehow, pay someone to diagnose me, I really can’t afford to go abroad now 😔.

            • @folkrav@lemmy.world
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              18 months ago

              Not a doctor obviously, but I’ve been taking escitalopram and vyvanse together as prescribed by my doc. Which should be where it is coming from, honestly, considering it’s basically diet speed lol